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Today...


This morning's Glory... Today was very productive. However, I almost let something that happened today, to get me down. I called someone, vented, and came up with somewhat of a solution (or, the start of a solution, anyway). It's tough when the same person exhibits the same patterns over and over again, patterns of which you are trying to break free. Sometimes things go well for a while, but then... two steps back. But at least there's been some progress. I still get frustrated at times with it, but I don't have to act on it. When people cross boundaries, I mean cross real boundaries, it can be so frustrating. Especially when some of those things helped to contribute to some of my own mental mess, and then lead to other destructive things in my life. I'm hopefully on the other end now, and not the victim of it, but it still can have its rough times. Sometimes it means moving on, and sometimes it means working on the relationship. In this case, I believe it's the latter. Yes, people can only cross boundaries if we let them, and how we see it can also play a role. But there also is a respect, and giving a person certain kinds of space. I will not and did not let it ruin my day. I made a call to help bring me back around and to see what I could do, and will continue to work on this as time goes by, on my end. A positive solution for me, and for the situation. We can't control what others do, but we can control our own reactions to them. And I may not be quite where I'd like to be with it, but I'm so glad I'm not where I used to be. And to think of this beauty this morning, and how darn peaceful and quiet it was up there today, is a great way to start off the day, to get your mind in the right place. Gosh, imagine if I hadn't done some morning things to get my mind set for the day! Actually, let's NOT imagine that! I am loving life too much anymore, to let this stuff get in the way. But, sometimes we still have our moments. And Bella doesn't need to see me that way, or feel that frustration. And she does. Nor do I need anything like that, take my focus off of her. And off of God. Bella was so great today. She was hot, but really was somewhat perky on our walk this evening! Enjoy your evening, and wishing you lots of peace and love! Please contact me for prints or for use of the photo. Feel free to share. Enjoy! Please contact me for prints or for use of the photo. Feel free to share. Enjoy!



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